Sunday, October 18, 2009

God fucking dammit.

You fucking people make me so mad sometimes.

You're going to have to deal with the fact that there are BAD THINGS in the world. That ACTUALLY HAPPEN. There are BAD PEOPLE. There are BAD IDEAS. Not everything is fucking rainbows and unicorns. I know you like to put on your Kanye West-style shutter shades so you can block out anything that might make you uncomfortable or sad, but that doesn't change the fact that they're out there.

So everything's going great for you. Your boyfriend just bought you some new shoes. What a sweetheart! You're taking some college classes. You're gonna get an education, cool! Your boss gave you a raise. Everybody likes more money, right?


SOME people are not in your perfect situation. SOME people wake up everyday, seeing gray skies and gray faces, drudging through their monotonous everyday lives with their vapid and unthinking counterparts, trying to convince themselves that it wouldn't be worth it to just buy a gun and kill as many people as they can before being taken down. SOME people look at their classmates and co-workers and see nothing but an empty vessel, devoid of life and thought, simply going down the path set for them. Horses with blinders on, never seeing or thinking about anything important. SOME people have to get up every morning and catalogue the reasons to not paint the walls with their brains.

For you to act like a high-and-mighty asshole who all of a sudden knows everything about life and emotion doesn't help anything. It just adds one more minute on the clock that's slowly ticking down to midnight.